By typical standards for tourists, my four-day jaunt to Hanoi from Saigon was a bust.

But sometimes that’s a good thing.

After five weeks on a quiet island, surrounded only by frogs, my cat, and thieves, the urban chaos of big cities in Vietnam should have made me want to curl up and suck my thumb. Instead, the madness proved intensely exhilarating.

Here are a few tidbits, observations, and vagabonding notes on Vietnam:

Saigon greenspace

On Hanoi

I had good intentions of exploring Hanoi on my first trip to Vietnam in 2010, but a very testy tropical storm had other plans and turned me away at Hue with flooded roads and railway.

This time I flew up from Saigon, determined to see the very core of Vietnam no matter what. You can’t really say that you’ve seen Vietnam until you’ve felt the strain and edgy beauty of Hanoi.

Vietnam’s capital city is a place where signs for fast food chains have yet to blossom. Instead, a large lake and greenspace occupy the center of the city. And unlike other urban cesspools with littered, dangerous greenspaces, Hanoi actually pulls it off. Dragonflies hover contently above the water at sunset as fish feed below them.

But don’t start thinking that Hanoi is soft. Beyond the lake, cold gray concrete runs as far as the eye can see in every direction. Pleasantly wide, tree-lined streets funnel into the narrow maze of the Old Quarter where humans, animals, motorbikes, and machines compete for every inch of space and sanity.

Sure, I loved Saigon for the pace, Hoi An for the romance, Hue for the bullet holes, and Mui ne for the sand…but Hanoi is where the soul of Vietnam resides.

It was time to get under the sheets with this hard-yet-friendly country.

Asian photo

Young Vietnamese people are fun and friendly

On Shopping in Hanoi

Trying to find something you need at any given time in Hanoi is a peculiar affair. Unlike Saigon, there are very few minimarts. And streets are largely carved up into districts for particular items. The arrangement is only convenient for a lucky few in need of one thing at a time.

Need a pair of shoes? Go to the shoe district. Need a comb? You’ll find that in the hair salon district. Shops, side by side, sell the same genre of product – which is most often not the product that you need.

Maybe a dream for deliverymen, but absolute hell for Americans accustomed to giant department stores where everything is under one roof. You’ll have to walk six city blocks here if you want to pick up a magazine to go along with your groceries.

And to make matters worse, you have to rely on roving street peddlers for anything not organized into districts. When you want to buy some fruit, all you’ll find are women selling brooms. Or spatulas. Or some other equally worthless object with a low vitamin C content.

Vietnam street crossing

From the edge

On Crossing the Street

The prospect of crossing a clogged street in Vietnam without power armor and a flamethrower is terrifying. But it has recently become one of my favorite things to do.

In fact, I started looking forward to each instance when I could push past a paralyzed group of travelers, stood on the edge of a busy street. Aghast at the prospect of putting their lives on the line just to gain ground, they wait for a pause in traffic that never comes. They also film me crossing in bold strides.

The problem is, they don’t understand the Model. The edges of a vortex are the most dangerous. The only way to survive and thrive in chaos is to push right through the center – enter the heart. It’s not that you find some calm in the center, like the eye of a storm, it’s more that you become a part of the madness. The Model accepts you as a contribution. An expansion.

The outsiders are fair game, but the Model would never harm one of its own. As long as you play by the rules, you’ll be just fine. Never, ever run. Don’t panic or move erratically. Enjoy the hot breath of passing motorbikes on your leg hair. The street rumbling beneath your feet with horsepower. Just bowl right through that intersection one foot at a time, wave at the spectators waiting for your impending demise, and keep on going.

Vietnamese coffee

Thick as oil

On Vietnamese Coffee

There are at least 200 sidewalk cafes on my street alone here in Hanoi. But don’t expect muzak, hipsters on MacBook Airs, or pumpkin lattes. What you get for $1 or less is a plastic stool and an unpretentious, brutally powerful cup of coffee served in a dirty drinking glass.

It’s a pure, beautiful thing. Unspoiled by add-ons, corporate logos, CDs for sale, Wi-Fi, and all other needless distractions.

Vietnamese coffee is blacker than a baby-gobbling politician’s soul. And even meaner. It can make hair grow on a gorilla’s bum, if you could find one bold enough to drink this stuff.

While the Vietnamese cut their coffee 50/50 with milk to make it potable, I prefer it to ooze straight from the press with the same viscosity as burned scooter oil. Regardless, the Vietnamese drink this stuff from early morning until late at night. How they sleep, or even survive for that matter, is beyond me.

The women who deal with this dangerous substance do so cautiously. They wear gloves and run like hell after delivering it to your table. Who knows when a foreigner unaccustomed to such a beverage could go berserk? They watch nervously from a safe distance as I sip it down.

At first, all seems well. A warm euphoria seeps over your body. Clarity of the mind and an enhancement of the senses follow. But just as you’re starting to feel like you could beat Le Quang Liem – the Vietnamese World Blitz Chess Champion – at his own game, something eerie happens.

Your right eye begins twitching uncontrollably. You try to ignore it, tell yourself that it’s just allergies. But just when you think things are under control again, the fingers on your left hand begin inexplicably playing air guitar against your will. New veins surface on your forehead. Internal organs cry out for help.

That’s when it’s time to exit gracefully while you still can. Before people really start to stare. Pay as quickly as you can, then stagger down the street blowing heart valves all over the sidewalk.

Vietnam Boat

Someone’s going to have a hard time getting this boat out

On Famous Generals

My ill-timed weekend to the capital city fell prey to a national mourning period, the epicenter of which is Hanoi. A famous Vietnamese general – credited with ridding Vietnam of both the French and Americans – passed away at the ripe old age of 102.

Because of the general’s passing, all bars and entertainment venues closed down. For the first time in a long time, the water puppets here stopped dancing. Even Vietnamese movie channels were taken off the air for the weekend.

So I missed Halong Bay. And the Ho Chi Minh Mausoleum was closed. And I didn’t find a place to sample snake blood. But not all was lost. With a bulk of the typical must-see distractions removed, I was blessed with more time to actually see Hanoi.

lice grooming

Does picking lice out of your lover’s hair count as PDA?

On Shoe Shines

It never occurred to me that you could shine flip-flops, however, it must be technically possible. I can’t sit for 10 minutes in the park without at least three entrepreneurs offering to shine my shoes.

No thank you, sir, I walked at least 200 miles in these shoes this year to get them looking this delightfully ratty.

A vagabond with shiny, unworn shoes is not to be trusted.

On Booking Halong Bay

So the number one, must-see attraction near Hanoi is Halong Bay. The photos are undeniably beautiful. Every hotel, hostel, shop, street sweeper, and old lady is trying at all times to sell you a tour to Halong Bay.

Prices vary widely, as do boats and the intricacy of scams. You can do your research, but the reality is that you never really know with which company you are going. In the low season, customers are consolidated onto boats – usually a downgrade – and less boats go out. I went to a famous, Western-owned hostel to book, hoping there would be less chance of being bitten by rats or getting robbed. Just as I was about to commit $120 for the excursion, a group returned and saved me the money.

They were wearing sombreros.

And Thailand Full Moon Party T-shirts. Apparently, it was a party boat. UNESCO World Heritage Sites must be better appreciated when you’re hammered. You spend most of the time in the Bay doing keg stands, soccer chants, and flexing your biceps to bikini-clad girls young enough and dumb enough to still be attracted to future-wife-beating primates.

Which I’m sure would be fun under some circumstances. But watching these gap-year travelers puke over the railing for two days wasn’t what I had in mind. And unlike the Full Moon Party in Thailand, which I’ve enjoyed three times now, you can’t just walk away any time that you like.

There would be no escape from the USS Douchebag once under way.

So like many must-sees around Southeast Asia, I left it. Maybe I’m the only tourist in history to visit Hanoi and bypass Halong Bay. That’s OK. Instead, I chose to spend the extra three days walking the lengths of Hanoi, drinking up motorbike exhaust and the essence of Vietnam.

Rolls Royce in Vietnam

Conical hats and Rolls Royces

On Hanoi Hotels

Hanoi hotels are tall and narrow. Road frontage means higher taxes, so it’s up and up. With only three rooms on each floor, my hotel rises as a thin sliver to seven floors. And my room is perched on the top; a comfy little observation nest.

It’s an old building. And while there’s a perfectly functioning elevator, I decided on a whim the first day that I would only take the stairs. Call it training for Kilimanjaro one day.

By day three I was shouting for people to hold the elevator, crawling on hands and knees through the lobby. At least now I’ll get wheeled aboard my plane to Saigon tomorrow in the ‘special needs’ crowd.

On Snakes

On one of my many wanderings through the maze of Hanoi, I happened upon a dimly lit cantina/restaurant of sorts. The type of place where filthy ceiling fans turn slowly, gummed up by decades of nicotine. Darkened jars containing serpents in varying states of decay adorned the counter.

I recognized it immediately as a place to try snake bile, blood, and other drinks not usually found at your neighborhood Applebee’s happy hour.

But this wasn’t one of the places catered to tourists. Three men sat inside – the only old men I saw in Hanoi – grim expressions only growing dimmer when I stuck my foreign neck inside. In fact, they were blatantly hateful. It was obvious they were too weary to deal with my curiosity, let alone any type of interaction.

Too bad. I remember travel friends telling me about snake-blood shots and even swallowing the beating heart cut out of a still-living snake. Unfortunately, this place hadn’t seen a fresh snake in a long time. The snakes in the jars had probably been brewing since the war with the French. I bowed out.

It’s rarely a good idea to piss off men who deal with snake parts for a living.

Saigon sprawl

Nice view of Saigon sprawl

On Leaving Vietnam

I’m back to Bangkok tomorrow. Like every other place that I visit, I soften the goodbye by promising to come back. Halong Bay, trekking in Sapa, snake blood, being a happy eel, and driving a motorbike cross country are pretty damn good reasons.

And thanks to the folks at Vietnam Motorbikes for randomly taking me in one night when I was walking down the street. Along with feeding and watering me, they put a bug into my head about driving across this country next year on a Honda Win.